This is the only space where I can quietly place my fears and let them rest. Everything around me feels uncertain and constantly shifting, but as the surgery date comes closer, I’m trying to calm my anxiety by reminding myself that the neurosurgeon is one of the best and will do everything possible with care and skill. I trust my body, I want to stay positive, give my best to the recovery process, heal well, and slowly begin making plans for life beyond this phase.

My project team has already planned work for the next seven months, which feels very reassuring and positive. It gives me a sense of stability and security in my role, and it feels good to know that people value my work and trust me with the project end to end.

I know I need to go through this upgrade journey, but a part of me keeps dreaming about a monsoon trip to Kerala or Goa. After this entire ordeal, I just want to truly live, travel, and enjoy life to the fullest.